I want so badly to hate you

Yet I don't

I want so badly to put my hands around your throat and choke you

But I won't

I hope that this time you are taking is worth every second

Every minute

Every hour

Every day

Every week

I hope it prunes you to become the mature God fearing man you were meant to be

I hope it give you the confidence and faith to go after what you want no matter the times that you hear the word no

Cause coming back around this time won't be easy

Be sure to come with a steady foundation and strong backbone

Cause the world is no simple playground for timid and self conscious fools