Wednesday, December 3, 2008
RIP Odetta
CAC
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Monday, December 1, 2008
Black Widow
The vacuum of her beauty
Sucked out my very breath
I found myself immobilized
Nearly choking on my own heart
I inhale your spirit
And exhale insatiable yearning
Bewitched by the flawlessness of my strut
Malevolence slyly clutches your heart
My knees began to buckle
Driving me to the floor
Manhood has deserted me
Contemplating crawling to her feet
Behind these lusty eyes lies a spirit of perversion
Driving you to your knees
And into my ample rich bosom
The heart of the abyss
Which bank accounts can I empty
Which keys can I put in her hands
How much soul do I have left inside of me
Can I be "Mr. Whoeversheis"
With bankrupt emotions
Lost keys to dreams
And no soul left
You've unwittingly become "Mr. WhoeverIam"
I can hardly wrap my mind around
The perfection she defines
Conforming to every fantasy
Creating more yet unimagined
These full pouty lips
Spew true lies
A master of disguise
I'll be who you want me to be
My heart swells with joy
As she passionately receives me
Signing over the deed to my existence
For one moment to claim her as mine
Marvelled are you by my curves
As I welcome you inside
While you bask in my warmth
I knit your soul to mine
Consumed I am by her power
Lost in my own reverie
I realize too late
That Venus is a fly trap
I have no mercy as you grasp at love
Trapped in my web of deceit
I place a venomous kiss of trickery upon your lips
And trot off to the next lame
Prov 5:1-5
©SojournerG & Queen of My Castle 2008 All rights reserved
Sunday, November 30, 2008
Saturday, November 29, 2008
love beautifies me
love beautifies me
love beautifies me
like the sun in the dark
how it beautifies me in a way
when i see angels’ eyes
love beautifies me
lightens me
but paints me black
without sunlight
without angels’ eyes
cos i ran and hid
from the pain inside my soul
as a flame of my golden dreams,
the moon and stars placed them upon
my hands
flashing away in my shadow
yet i see love through
twinkling, sparks
waking up by my golden dreams
sun, angels
love beautifies me
~
©2008 Kai C.
did you have a good Thanksgiving?
Thursday, November 20, 2008
Supah Saxy....
He stepped into the darkened, crowded space and lit it up with his energy.He uncased his sax, smiled then blew his soul all over us at the restaurant's bar.
He re-cased his sax, smiled then blew his heart and sweet ear-gasms all over me ... and only me.
Night & Day he makes love to me by warming up with his sax.
I watch with eager anticipation as he undresses her, slides his nimble fingers over her buttons causing her to sing his blues, jazz and funk.
After gently tucking her away I slip into her place -- in his embrace.
We relish in sweet mind-sex (and I don't mind sex;-).
We undress each other then his strong fingers press my buttons -- causing me to sang his blues, jazz, funk and my joy!
His musical notes spill all over my paiges.
We shout praises to the heavens 'cause our prayers have been answered.
We are so ready for this arranged marriage of our love & creativity
... that has been arranged by The Creator...
C.A.Paige © 2008
To my trained poets: These are simply poetic thoughts of mine which I needed to express. I have no idea what poetic form it fits...
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Wednesday, November 19, 2008
another, another poem for Michael
another, another poem for Michael
you are a star, my bright one
how i see it in your soul
when you glow
onstage, moon walking your way out of a fairytale
and bring such magic
in me
they called you, The Glove One
they called you, The King Of Pop
yet i called you mike, yourself
a simple child like human being
dancing with my tears, my joy
it’s your voice i hear
your hands i long to shake
or even hold for a brief second
if i ever give you a hug, or say thank you
for everything that you’ve done
then it might be a beautiful moment, the best time of my life
cos of you, my bright one
you’re always be glowing one of the stars
across the heaven sky
across the milky way and oceans
and i have always believe in you
since you’re a bright star,
i believe in you like
you believe in Peter Pan
within my heart,
i know your innocence
your faith in God
your love for children
could forever spread around the globe
i called you, my bright star
with wings attached on your back to
flash around the other stars
moon-walking on a cloud in your fancy shoes
the hat you wear overshadows your face
your dark glasses hide your pretty eyes
i knew you’re still a human
a lovely black human being
with a huge heart stretch out like rainbows
oh Michael,
this is why i called you, my friend
my bright star, my Peter Pan
cos you made me cry, made me smile
and i pray, hoping in each day
for you to stay happy
~
© 2008 Kai C.
Monday, November 17, 2008
Silly
Friday night and i'm needing somebody
Not just any body
just your body
Silly
To think that you would even remember me...
Me, that cocoa brown, chocolate tan
that same woman that had you squeezing hands...together, cuz you just couldn't resist
those feelings, those emotions i emitted, like gas, intoxicating aerosol
that had you drifting my way...
But still silly...
cuz you ran, you hiked, you jumped ship...not used to this
all of this
Silly of me to think...
a man would truly dive in...when the water was warm...instead you seek the cool waters...well here they come...
Silly of you
to dismiss me
walk away from me
not want me
ignore me
Silly...really.
Saturday, November 15, 2008
Monday, November 10, 2008
these
these are the soles of Black folk.
the tirelessness of my kind of people.
the integrity of people like me.
provides me with so much joy, I am challenged as I attempt to find all the
right words.
yet there are none.
So, I bask
in the aftermath of his-story
becoming our own.
these
these
these are the soles of Black folk.
worn.
often just like our efforts.
from days of fighting for the cause.
miles and miles of walking to freedom without pause.
trial and error was once served as the precedent many
accepted.
But, not today!
My soles are now showing their importance.
glorified for the dilligence.
The work we've done is now our mouthpiece.
these
these
these are the soles of Black folk.
the souls of the freedom riders.
invades my pride today.
I carry their honor in my heart, each day.
today, I understand the very meaning of faith.
today, I understand the very meaning of hope.
today, I understand it better
from the conversations with my elders
and the God that helped them cope.
these
these
these are the soles of Black folk.
these soles have weathered the storm
and now
and now
we see the movement of our feet being proven.
thank you, Barack and Michelle Obama
for your HOPE and FAITH in America
for your dignity and respect
for your ability to promote unity in a country that has lost sight of the American Dream
Live
Laugh
Love
Hard.
these are the soles of Black folk.
the time is now.
Wednesday, November 5, 2008
President Obama
i want to shout out
thank you, thank you
time to change
always keeping faith
cos an American dream,
we’re living in it
and there were tears of beautiful joy
pouring from my mother’s eyes
so thank you, thank you Lord
i’m celebrating to be
an American
i wanna wave the flag
and smile
and say, this is my president Obama
i’m proud
to be an American
yet the world knows
anything is possible….
that proves every single person could
make a difference
even children could only see
this generation here
that you could do anything
in despite of an American dream
every race, every disability,
every gay or even transgender
even a woman could make a change
to the world
this is why each voice counts
only to make the world go
‘round…..
~
©2008 Kai C.
